Wednesday, 3 December 2008

Tracy K's challenge 46


without. without you its just not the same to go there. to visit your
house. to see your things. to know that you aren’t there anymore. its hard to
see mom. she wears her pain like a cloak. she misses you so much. its
evident in every conversation, in every action, in every sigh. without you she’s
dying a little bit everyday. you were her life. her only love. her
completeness since she was 15. without you she is worried. without you she seems
unsure. helpless. lost. i love her so much, but i don’t know what to do.
for once I don’t have the words. without you I feel without too.

5 comments:

Liza said...

i can feel the pain in your journal. it's always hard losing someone you love. there's no word that can totally heal the person who is left behind.

Tanja Westwood said...

I shed a tear reading your journalling. I too have lost my father and it kills me to see my mothers pain. The layout was purely powerful, well done

Tracy said...

What powerful journaling, Tracy ...

Thanks so much for sharing ...

Love, Tracy G

Ronda P. said...

this must have been so hard to write. I do wish you and your mom peace, that the pain eases. thank you for digging deep and expressing those emotions we all feel but find a hard time saying.

Shannon said...

This is a beautiful LO -- I hope you're doing ok -- that you're stronger today then you were that day....but in the pain of how you were feeling -- you truly created something beautiful!