From Michelle (Mimita)
Journaling:
Alexandrians for Raymond:
What am I good at, do I have any talent?
What’s wrong, and why am I so solemnly silent?
I give this thought and the panic is invading
I’m not in fact all that better at anything
Does that mean I’m average, I’m insignificant?
I make so many efforts, I’m so compliant
But am I really better at any one thing?
Do I make that difference, I am thinking, thinking
My grandma said that we’re all special in some way
All those words of wisdom that I still hear her say
I do think we all have a reason for living
And if I could just put my finger on the thing
I’m so hard to live with and I’m pretty moody
I also have issues that frustrate me plenty
And that all makes me so awful in the morning
Do I make that difference, I am thinking, thinking
In all of my tribulations, my thoughts remain
There doesn’t seem to be one specific domain
I tried martial arts, tried translating and sewing
I tried mathematics, accounting, tried cooking
I can handle all that, no better than others
I can be polite but for that, no one bothers
So ponder over this, there has to be something…
Do I make that difference, I am thinking, thinking
I can write; that’s one thing I can certainly do
However, does it change people’s lives I ask you?
But perhaps there is something about perceiving
The truth is it’s that which makes me good at writing
I can feel what others feel, and sometimes right through
I can understand because I’ve so been there too.
Perhaps that is my one big reason for being
To make you see all the good in you and thriving!
Well as Girlguiding UK celebrates it's centenary this year it seems only appropriate that my LO celebrates the fact that I am a Guider.
Journalling reads:
I've been involved in Guiding as an adult since 1992 and I am so happy to still be involved and enjoying it in our centenary year. 100 years since a group of girls approached Baden-Powell asking for 'something for the girls'.
2010 promises to be an amazing year for all the girls, fabulous camps, trips and events throughout the year, culminating in a mass renewal of promise at 20:10 on 20/10/2010. I am happy with my little group of Rainbows. Photo taken at Dudley Zoo. June 2009.
3 comments:
I love your writing Michelle! Thanks for taking part girls!!
Soooo happy for you Mimi!!! See you soon! Good work!
Soooo happy for you Mimi!!! See you soon! Good work!
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