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it was not in my vocabulary to be an SAHM ( stay at home mom).
i envy those whose career made them what they are now.
i studied for a long time to reach the profession i longed for...but destiny rules...and now, i am what i am -- a stay at home mom.
there are blessings which a profession won't give you and i believe being with your family 24/7 and enjoying the process each day would never be compared as having a profession which sometimes eat your time.
life is short...live up to the present...the future will come as it is...