Monday, 20 July 2009

Nicole's challenge 61.

Title: Solo Mission

Sometimes I have this overwhelming feeling of loneliness, like I don't know who or what I am anymore.
If someone were to take away all the labels (wife, mother, etc.), who would be left?
I know I have changed a lot over the last few years and have tried to shut the door on being such a "people pleaser".
I also know that has hurt and angered some, creating a distance that wasn't there before.
That makes me feel sad and alienated.
But I have to go on searching for myself and who I want to become.
If I can stay the course, I will find the kind, strong woman who is inside and be proud.


Tracy said...

Thanks for sharing this difficult time in your life ....

Remember that if you stay true to who you are, you can't get it wrong and you'll be perfectly YOU ...

Love, Tracy G

Helen Tilbury said...

Great journalling Nicole - remember life is not a popularity contest - just do what you gotta do & remember your priorities to God, your family & then others, or some just end up using you!

janis said...

you are so brave for sharing this one... {hugs} for you hun.